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Either way, yea, Idk - ok fuck it, honest agian me ass, being dumb and fucking retarded about the dumbest shit - and probably thinking too much about this, and being conspiratorial and shit
(i will continue in a sec but I just wanted to say that to an extent his has to seem like the ramblings of a schizo, at least a bit, but right now im just letting my thoughts out, and they aren't always nicely formatted, well in my head they are but I don't type that fast yet.)
-ok i might continue in the morning. Good night. It's too late for this.
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+ok i might continue in the morning. Good night. It's too late for this.
+
+I feel like shit for accidentally revealing that it was Pim during that party, let's hope as few people as possible remmber and I also feel like shit for pushing Defne, but I swear that wasn't my fault, okay, she didn't get hurt bad, and I also feel bad for procrastinting the thing that she gave me to do, I genuinely feel like shit about that, all because I could not sit down for 5 minutes and just, at least start, writing something nice about pim also because I was a scared pussy ass bitch. So now I better come up with soemthing about pim, and I have to do it anyway, now there is just more worse things that happened as a result of me waiting, and it would have been so easy for me to get it done on time fuck me, if I would have just remembered, and then actually done it when I remembered. Ok let's go.
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+I also feel bad about it, because someone else is supposed to have written something super cute about me - but then there also comes the pressure that I want to write something super nice and genuine about Pim and I am not sure that I can do that in a way that I am happy with - but maybe it's like with the present thing that I just have to try my best, because maybe my standards are so high, but I would rather my standards stay high like that because I do wanna try hard for people, especially if those people are good people. And I am going to be doing that, I am still so happy that that present went over so well, also because I was absolutely wrecking myself about it - but what i should not have done is reveal the price of that pen because that was just stupid, stupid, stupid, you don't say these things - you don't make people feel bad like that. Also dont' forget to ask Ruxi how the surgery on her dad went. and maybe even apologise for that. ok there, I got more things out.
+
+Gaze into abyss, scream into void. That is the correct order.
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+I could wax peotically about how Pim is such a great guy, you know, bust out all the adjectives that describe him, and yes I do feel bad about taking so long to write this in the first place.
+I genuinely think that Pim is a great guy, he will actively listen to the things you have to say, he will actively hold a conversation with you and he has a great sense of humour that reenforces his amiable personality. Nevermind that he also has an active approach to things, Pim is a person where you get the impression that he has a lot of things going on, and that he likes doing them, that he is engaged and enthusiastic about anything that is he is ready to commit to.
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